It's a trap

It's amazing the effect that people have on you. The way that someone you used to love, and maybe part of you still does and always will, makes you feel. It's excruciating. It's the forbidden thing that you want so badly, but know that if you even taste it, just a little bite, will again spoil you and set you back in so many ways. It can be unfortunate, but also liberating. When you have the ability to say no I can't do that. I can't go there again, its saddening because of the love you still have, but good because you know that you have grown and changed and moved on. But it will always be a trap. It will always set your heart back. Even when you know you shouldn't feel that way...

You can't help but to.

But moving on is what is most important. There are bigger and better things out there.

Sometimes it's just difficult to remember that.